This is what it is to be me as I AM:

There have been many moments in my past where I would have gladly traded my life for just about anyone’s life.  I dearly wanted to avoid the pain and chaos I had created in my life.  That’s all over now.  I no longer want to avoid what I create.  I am standing up as the forthright being that I AM and making a claim for my authenticity – the I AM that I AM – in the world now.  Let the confusion or the bliss come and go.  Let the mental striving cease.  I AM entering my heart of hearts in each moment – being gentle, caring and kind to me – and allowing beingness to be my reality. I no longer suppress my emotions.  I go into my inner being, say what I feel needs to be said in the moment, and allow beingness to be my reality. Yes, I AM in this moment.  Yes, I AM in this moment.  Yes, I AM in this moment.  And each breath is a testament to this fact.  Let the hardened places of inner being dissolve.  I AM unveiled within.  This is what is going on for me as the I AM.  The innocent of my heart is my only lead and I follow it.  I AM my heart, the voice of my soul.  I AM within this physical vehicle and I listen very closely to it.  I AM guiding and following myself. Standing in my own two shoes, forthright, is all the backbone I need, and I claim ME for ME!

Thank you!  This post is made possible by my own internal efforts inspired by a soul garden reading gifted to me for my 38th birthday by Toni Petrinovich.  See Sacredspaceswa.com